Say hello to my new life!

Hello new life!!

I want the collegiate life

It's 4:18 in the afternoon. I'm in the apartment alone. The dishes have been washed. The bathroom cleaned. The bed made. The homework read.

Then, I realize...I'm bored. My home friends are busy 6 hours away at home. Anyways, I usually Skype them at night. I'm feeling lonely. Regret starts to sink in. Regret about going to a school 6 hours away from home where it's difficult to make friends because 1) I'm an anti-socialista 2)Don't live in a dorm but an apartment which is separated from school 3)Lack social skills. I miss home so much. I miss my sometimes annoying family. I miss my boyfriend. I miss my other friends.

This is growing up though right? I need to buckle down and get this shit done or else I'll be a baby forever. No time for whining or regrets! I chose this for myself! and I'll prove to myself that I can do it! I can stay here and succeed! I mean, I got through yesterday when I thought I would fall apart! I just don't know why I'm so nervous for tonight's class. I have butterflies. Ah well, I'll get over it.